But you know what? I just can't obsess over it anymore. I can't stress myself about it anymore.
That's why today is Clean Slate Day. It's Day 1.
I'm starting over. I'm finding a balance between "I could care less about what I eat or the quantity I eat" and "Calorie Nazi." Both those people make me miserable. I must find balance and today is the day I embark on a quest to seek that balance.
I want to be accountable, yes. Of course I do. But finding the balance begins today for me with awareness. More of my why than my what.
So here are what Mondays are going to look like around here for a while. The Weigh In, good or bad. I will do my best to post it every week. No seriously, I totally will.
Date: April 2, 2012
Current Weight: 243.0
Last Week's Weight: ----
Total Loss Since 4/2/2012: ---
I will talk about my struggles, my stengths and the moments that make up the story of a person's weight loss.
I tell ya what folks. I'm ready to kick 2012 in the ass and I may not do it all at once, but oh yes....it will be done. It
I sure hope you'll join me. I will talk more about my "how" next week.